Ngày 6-5 @ 9:35 pm,

Mới vừa dỗ Anna ngủ. Hy vọng tối nay con có sweet dreams.

Sáng nay quên mất có hẹn dinner với ba mẹ của Allison nên chiều nay không ăn được creole, mai ăn vậy. Lúc này chuyên môn quên trước quên sau. Không lẽ đã già lẫn rồi?

Lúc chiều chở Anna đến restaurant gặp ông bà ngoại. Hôm nay là birthday của ông ngoại Anna. Bé mừng lắm, nói "hello ông ngoại" nhưng lại gọi bà là "bá ngoại" khiến bà ngoại bật cười.

Nhìn thấy ông bà ngoại của Anna vui làm cho lòng vui theo.

Hai bà cháu trò chuyện với nhau, nhưng chỉ có một mình bà nói thôi, còn cháu thì thủ thỉ cái chi chẳng ai hiểu được



Bà ngoại cho Anna uống icetea hèn gì đến chín giờ mấy bé mới chịu đi ngủ, thông thường bé ngủ khoảng tám giờ tối



Bà ngoại tặng Anna earring nhưng daddy chưa mang bé đi get her ears pierced, sợ bé đau



chưa có pierced ears nên đeo như thế này đỡ vậy



Had a great time tonight, thanks mom and dad for coming out to see Anna and I.

Về nhà mới thấy cái bàn mua tuần trước nay delivered đến trước nhà, nhưng bị bể rồi, ah! Are you kidding me??? The delivery man must have mishandled it during shipping or was it already broken at the store??? smh

Ngày 6-5 @ 11:13 pm,

Just received a phone call that I didn't want to pick up. Why did I answer the dumb phone? smh

...has the urge for drinking right about... now... Mình có nên uống hay không nhỉ? How many shots can I take in an hour?

Remember bé Anna cần Daddy anytime, any moment nha dear. ;)

Hồi nhỏ bé KT xỏ lỗ tai lúc 2 tháng tuổi. Lỳ dặn Dr order giùm cái thuốc để numb cái tai cho bớt đau. David hỏi DR thử nha. Bé Anna có đi check up every 6 months hay 1 yr kg? Lots of shots :( Mai Vincent đi chích 4 mủi thuốc áh uncle David.

Ngày 6-6 @ 2:19 am,

Thức dậy, không ngủ được, buồn phiền trong lòng quá smh. Đêm qua không có uống giọt rượu nào.

Gosh! I can't ignore this situation. And can't pretend like nothing is happening, but most importantly, I can't turn my head and walk away when people call and ask for help. Smh

I wish I have someone to talk to at this minute, I guess diary, it's just you and I...

Someone really knows how to play with my head and my heart. Very smart for using an innocent little baby as an excuse to get me to do things, smh ngã nón chào, bái phục!

That person must knows how my head works, and is able to read my thoughts and my mind like reading a card, tâm lý thật smh

I need help

Ngày 6-6 @ 8:24 am,

Đi làm sớm như thường lệ. Lại một đêm ngủ không tròn giấc. Cũng may có ông này tìm ra coffee, nếu không chắc mỗi sáng sớm không thức dậy đi làm nổi lol

Searched google tìm ra cái này, chẳng biết thật hư:

"Dating back to the 15th century in the far east are legends that say coffee was first discovered by a goat herder in the Yemen. He noticed that after eating the red fruit of the coffee bush his goats stayed awake all night..."

Ah! Đi đến phòng thí nghiệm, thấy cái khung kính bị dán tấm giấy màu xanh, ai làm vậy nhỉ, tại sao lại làm vậy? Không lẽ đêm qua có ai làm gì mờ ám trong phòng lab hay sao smh , nghi lol



Đêm qua nhận được phone gọi "tomorrow night, can you please watch my son for me?"

"Ok, but why, what's wrong? And for how long? I can't watch him over night, just incase he needs to be breast fed. He is barely 2 months, he needs his mommy at night. You know that, right?"

"yep!"

Yep! That's all you're going to say to me? I need to know what time you are coming back to pick him up, and where are you going? Why all of the sudden everything is a secret???

"hmm! I'm going out tomorrow night."
"That's fine. Actually that's good for you. If you feel you need to take a break then let me know, whenever you feel stress out, I'll watch the baby for you, just go and have some fun."

"Thanks"
"You are welcome! I'm glad I can help, but can you let me know where you are going just in case something happen and your phone is not on so I can know where to go and find you?"
"Just downtown, hanging out and stuff..."

Thinking to myself, hanging out downtown? There is nothing in downtown except bars and clubs. So I asked:

"who are you going with?"
"a friend"
"who?"
"..."
"Why aren't you telling me who you are hanging out with? What's going on?
"..."
"if you don't tell me the truth, I can't help you tomorrow night."
"well then he is going to be at home by himself then, because I'm going out no matter what."

wth, I'm so confused right now. What is she doing? Something is shady here. Why can't you let me know this special friend that you have? I'm not going to watch your baby so you can go out hanging with guys. That's ridiculous. And no! I'm not jealous! I just need to know what the h*** is going on. You are not going to do what I think you are doing. I'm not letting this happen.

ahh, so frustrated!

I am having a migraine attack atm smh

Ngày 6-6 @ 12:01 pm,

Lunch break. Sitting here with this labtop instead of going out with a few colleagues. Bối rối trong lòng quá, không biết chiều nay có nên dẫn Anna đi đến đó xem thử bé cousin của Anna ra sao? Có ở nhà một mình hay không? Phải xứ trí thế nào cho đúng đây? What's the right thing to do in this situation? smh

No mom will let her baby stay at home alone. Believe me, dear.
Only if that person has no heart.

I know but I'm afraid she doesn't think straight, especially right now, after what just happened. And I don't want to take any risk Lỳ. I love my nephew too much. He is innocent and so helpless, he is so tiny.

I'm off work in four minutes. I am thinking of heading over there and check things out before I pick up Anna at day care.

thanks Lỳ